I’ve told the story before long ago, in short I had what I think of as a near death experience…accidental choking, I took a big swallow of some stuff and it instantly lodged in my throat, in no time at all I was going down, i tripped there I was flat on my back and no strength or energy left, I was down for the count, and then there was a moment where all panic seemed to melt away and I was “ok” and realizing that this was it, I was moments from dying after choking on health food…I felt calm and accepting and at peace with it,(the clump started breaking down and eventually cleared and I could breathe again) I hope Nick was at peace and pain free in his final days and hours…